I am not sure if I mentioned in my last post that I have decided to post every month of this year. Trying to pen down something is not always easy. For this month , I thought I will write more about
my life in general.
Amma and Ullas left to India on 1st of Feb. It is definitely more lonely after they left. But with Gab being around I feel that I can manage my loneliness.It is a blessing that I have work from home arrangements.Weekly twice I work from home so that I can pick Gab up from school. Other days he goes to 'Out of school care' after his class. I will manage to pick him up by 5.15 PM usually.
Generally I feel more lonely. It is the same way I felt when I was expecting Gabriel back in 2011. I eagerly waited to go back to India to be with my mom then.I was living in Dubai. From May 2011 to November 2011 , I counted days impatiently. Even though I don't feel with that much of intensity I still feel somewhat same now. Eager to be somewhere else but not yet known where exactly.
It was double joy to be home for Christmas that year. Christmas 2011. I thought Gab will pop out for Christmas . He dint. Then I fervently hoped he would pop out for New Year's.But no. At last he came out on January 3rd 2012. He celebrated his 7th birthday last month.
In the year 2011 I celebrated Christmas at my home in Angamaly after 4 years. I think I have mentioned zillion times about how I always miss home in Angamaly during Christmas. After 2011 it was 2015 when I was home for Christmas. 4 years passed since then . Hoping to celebrate in this year.
I have plans of going to US this year. Not sure how that will turn out. Keep on talking to the girls from my year 10 on whatsapp. Its been 21 years since I finished year 10. Back in 1998.
Talking to the girls reminded me of the movie 'Ayal Katha Ezuthukayaanu'. And the song 'Etho Nidra than' from that movie reminds me of Akka my mom's sister and Sangeetha her daughter . It was 3 of us who went to watch the movie when it released in Aluva . The ever movie enthusiast family.
Anyways signing off now... Next post in another month
Stay blessed..
my life in general.
Amma and Ullas left to India on 1st of Feb. It is definitely more lonely after they left. But with Gab being around I feel that I can manage my loneliness.It is a blessing that I have work from home arrangements.Weekly twice I work from home so that I can pick Gab up from school. Other days he goes to 'Out of school care' after his class. I will manage to pick him up by 5.15 PM usually.
Generally I feel more lonely. It is the same way I felt when I was expecting Gabriel back in 2011. I eagerly waited to go back to India to be with my mom then.I was living in Dubai. From May 2011 to November 2011 , I counted days impatiently. Even though I don't feel with that much of intensity I still feel somewhat same now. Eager to be somewhere else but not yet known where exactly.
It was double joy to be home for Christmas that year. Christmas 2011. I thought Gab will pop out for Christmas . He dint. Then I fervently hoped he would pop out for New Year's.But no. At last he came out on January 3rd 2012. He celebrated his 7th birthday last month.
In the year 2011 I celebrated Christmas at my home in Angamaly after 4 years. I think I have mentioned zillion times about how I always miss home in Angamaly during Christmas. After 2011 it was 2015 when I was home for Christmas. 4 years passed since then . Hoping to celebrate in this year.
I have plans of going to US this year. Not sure how that will turn out. Keep on talking to the girls from my year 10 on whatsapp. Its been 21 years since I finished year 10. Back in 1998.
Talking to the girls reminded me of the movie 'Ayal Katha Ezuthukayaanu'. And the song 'Etho Nidra than' from that movie reminds me of Akka my mom's sister and Sangeetha her daughter . It was 3 of us who went to watch the movie when it released in Aluva . The ever movie enthusiast family.
Anyways signing off now... Next post in another month
Stay blessed..
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